I got my first adjustment in I know two years. It felt amazing. My body had never popped as much as it did today.
In other news; I was thinking about someone who I love dearly who recently told me not to get comfortable where I am now. I told them I wasn’t. And I’m not. But today as I revisited their words, I’m grateful. It takes knowing and caring for as person to know when they need to keep pushing forward.
You really care for someone when they try to tell a joke and it sucks and they know it and acknowledges it…. and your response is “It’s okay.” And continues on with chatting.
Have you ever been so in love, yet so afraid to be in love?
All of these years of life that God has given you & you think that you’re only allowed to do one thing for the rest of your life? Fuck that. Do it all.
And when he does. You have to be willing to follow His call. He won’t lead you wrong. I promise.
That gut feeling you get & can’t contain or understand…. that’s Him.
Not your crazy alter ego telling you to slit three of your man’s tires. But that random knowledge you received coincidentally….
Listen to it.
Papi I love you.
God knows that I love you. You know that I love you. I’m not going to write out our whole love story because that’s unnecessary. Melesse, I know that your heart was content seeing me cry thinking about you, thinking about us. Content knowing that all of my love was for you. But I’m okay now babe. I’ll never forget you & no one could ever fill the space in my heart that you filled. I’m sure that’s because I will probably never date another crazy Jamaican man again. Lol I know you’re selfish and you’ll probably roll over in your grave after reading this.
But I’m whole again.
So don’t come to haunt me or the man I give all the rest of my love to.
See you on the other side babe, & don’t think for one second that I’m going to eat porridge. 😡
Happy Birthday. 💙
Not every man is trying to play you. Not every man loves you. But you’ll know he loves you when he sticks around even when you’re annoying as fuck. Even by accident.