Thank you so much for being wonderful drivers. Being considerate and shit. So sweet. asking if I’m ok with the music and air. One thing I want to let you all know, you don’t have to turn down the music and/or drive slowly so that we may hold a conversation. I didn’t get in your car to gain a new friend. I truly just want to get from point a to point but. and while I’m sure that there are people who want to talk the whole trip…. I am not one of them.
So, if ever your rider gets in the car, speaks and then minds their business, leave them alone. They are just chilling. Leave. Me. Alone. Please. 😚💜
I got my first adjustment in I know two years. It felt amazing. My body had never popped as much as it did today.
In other news; I was thinking about someone who I love dearly who recently told me not to get comfortable where I am now. I told them I wasn’t. And I’m not. But today as I revisited their words, I’m grateful. It takes knowing and caring for as person to know when they need to keep pushing forward.
I’m pretty sure that I’m delusional.
My God Sister got me together real quick in a few small words; “You lowkey love yourself a hood nigga.”
I honestly didn’t know it was that obvious. But I mean…. obviously?
I can’t help myself. I love their drive. Their passion. I love how they don’t let me say what the hell I want to say.
I sat and cried when he told me that he wasn’t coming.
You really care for someone when they try to tell a joke and it sucks and they know it and acknowledges it…. and your response is “It’s okay.” And continues on with chatting.
I would truly love to be able for one day, view myself as the people around me view me. I’m absolutely my worst and most harsh and hateful critic. I’d like to see how that manifests in my daily doings. Especially, to be another person. To feel their feelings. I’d like to be three different people throughout the day. I think that would be such a great experience.